I find it sickening that people still think that I’m the same person I was 6 or 7 years ago. I am not. My life is different today than it was back in the day. It is not easy for me to adjust so if you cannot understand than I couldn’t care less.
I can no longer respond to your requests on a whim. There are things in life that takes precedence that I did not have previously. I don’t envy you nor do I feel left out if I no longer fit in into your scheme of things.
Maybe it is hard for you to understand because you’re not in my shoes but I don’t expect you to understand in the first place. I thank you for including me at the beginning but if I cant make it for one reason or another, there’s no need for you to alienate me because I wasn’t there.
To be honest it is a blessing in disguise that I didn’t join in. I’ve left that life a long time ago and I’m not going to relapse back into it just to fit in. I don’t have to and I don’t want to. I’ve got enough on my plate than to expand any more energy trying to plead or justify my actions.
So piss off and take the sarcasm somewhere else because I don’t really care. I’m surviving just fine without it and I’m going to continue have faith in Him that the whole thing that had happened was in the best interest for me. If you had understood the person I am today you would have just said thanks.
You have done so much for me and I can’t thank you enough. However that does not mean that you can use that and hold me to ransom. I believe I have done just as much for you too although I’m not one to start calling on the favors that I have given you in the past.
I have moved on so live with it. If you can’t accept that than maybe our paths will no longer be the same from now on.
Cheers!!! :D
I can no longer respond to your requests on a whim. There are things in life that takes precedence that I did not have previously. I don’t envy you nor do I feel left out if I no longer fit in into your scheme of things.
Maybe it is hard for you to understand because you’re not in my shoes but I don’t expect you to understand in the first place. I thank you for including me at the beginning but if I cant make it for one reason or another, there’s no need for you to alienate me because I wasn’t there.
To be honest it is a blessing in disguise that I didn’t join in. I’ve left that life a long time ago and I’m not going to relapse back into it just to fit in. I don’t have to and I don’t want to. I’ve got enough on my plate than to expand any more energy trying to plead or justify my actions.
So piss off and take the sarcasm somewhere else because I don’t really care. I’m surviving just fine without it and I’m going to continue have faith in Him that the whole thing that had happened was in the best interest for me. If you had understood the person I am today you would have just said thanks.
You have done so much for me and I can’t thank you enough. However that does not mean that you can use that and hold me to ransom. I believe I have done just as much for you too although I’m not one to start calling on the favors that I have given you in the past.
I have moved on so live with it. If you can’t accept that than maybe our paths will no longer be the same from now on.
Cheers!!! :D
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